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Rule By 东殿下--纪彦孜Doris Yanzi Ji
All my Blogs are listed here, (if I'm not mistaken)...")
活到此level就是目标。。。
一些人和物不在了并不表示就消失了。。。
还是改回留言板吧。。。也欢迎讲故事。。。
 
 
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June 29

离开

明天就要离开墨尔本, 想用半年的时间来考虑我到底想要什么,以后到底要做什么或学什么。。。
曾被问过多少次,以后想在哪里生活?准备定居澳洲吗?回不回国?到别的国家吧?等等的问题。。。
直到这周,我才真正感觉到要离开的不舍。。。我似乎爱上了这个让我独立的城市。。。爱上了在这里飘泊生活的感觉。。。爱上了这里的每一个关爱我的人。。。
自03年5月17日到达澳洲那天,我便是一个人,一个人闯荡,一个人摸索,一个人虽然在没有经济困扰的情况下悠闲的生活着,但是也频繁经历低谷与挫折,当没有了父母羽翼的庇护,我渐渐的学会自己用自己的翅膀让自己强壮。。。
墨尔本教会了我生活,教会了我如何坚强,也确确实实的一次又一次证实了我和我的一再拓宽的底线。。。
也同样是在墨尔本,我深刻的体会到了失去的同时会相应的得到。。。
人生其实没有多少个5年,这5年我一个人在墨尔本所建立人生让我最近一直很挣扎,老佛爷几乎每天念经一样的在我耳边磨。。。不会直接说要我回家,因为她知道我不爱听,所以转弯末角的跟我说别人家的孩子都回来了,多好多好,回来的生活又是什么样子,有多好多好,她又有多开心多开心。。。
这周,我终于明白为什么我不爱听她的这些话,因为我排斥,我总是下意识的屏蔽我不喜欢的因素。。。
我爱上了这个城市,所以提到离开我就抵触。。。
爱上一个城市的原因无非就是在那里有美好的回忆,对于墨尔本,我虽然没有什么特别美好甜蜜的回忆,但是我与这座城市恋爱了5年,与这里的每个建筑物,每条路,与我在墨尔本认识的每一个朋友,与我在这期间的每一段颠簸,恋爱了5年。。。
周三考完试,晚上Kat请我和海阳吃送别饭,周四在xinxin的离别晚餐上接到Ash的电话,昨天在Ash,mich和Kat为我办的Surprise Party上接到Rosa的电话直接Book Out了今天和明天。。。
在要离开的前一周竟然每天都有送别晚餐。。。虽然不是很多人,但是他们都是我爱墨尔本的因素之一,Kat在喝得半醉的时候跟我说,Lobbie,did you asked if you can go? You're bad...Did you asked if you can go to Korea? Who allowed you? It's all your fault.我什么都没说,只是看着她笑,但是莫名其妙的好心酸。。。我曾经答应他们我要在这里找一份工作,要在墨尔本驻扎下来,一直陪着他们。。。可惜因为懒一直拖延着,一直拿着父母的钱,用父母的约束做逃避的借口。。。喝的迷迷糊糊回家后想了好久。。。我到底还要依赖爸妈多久?我到底何时才能勇敢的走向真正独立?
今天,老板和Duan开着他们的新款奔驰小跑来接我,Duan竟然出乎意料的让我做前面,Duan从来没有主动把前边座位让给任何人过。。。晚上送我回来的路上,本来在餐桌上决定明天要吃中餐,结果为了我改去吃意大利餐,因为我这半年不会吃到很地道的意大利餐。。。所以要去Lygon St. 老板娘是意大利人,老板娘的妈妈来墨尔本了,本应该带她去吃中餐,结果老板娘说她们可以下周再吃,我要离开半年多,应该带我吃着半年吃不到的东西。。。在讨论明天吃什么的过程中我竟然下意识的也把自己当成了这个家庭的一部分。。。在全家一起敲定吃意大利餐时竟然兴奋的喊Yes!然后自己欣赏着音乐。。。听着Duan在后边跟着音乐唱All I want is to see you laugh...Blah Blah Blah...I want you in my bed...Blah Blah Blah...第一次听Duan唱情歌,竟然还是如此劲爆的情歌。。。还配合着Dance Music的旋律。。。Bass震的我心脏一颤一颤的。。。顿时觉得他越来越酷了,自从从Clunes回来后,觉得从小男孩变到男人了。。。虽然还是经常出现幼稚的行为,但是成熟了好多。。。Amber还是那么可爱,经常让我不自觉的想抱她一下。。。半年后回来不知道他们俩个会有多大的变化。。。我该有多么想念这新款的奔驰小跑啊?呵呵。
我真的很幸运。。。我每天都有几秒钟不自觉的感叹我是多么的幸运。。。虽然也有感叹悲哀的时候,但每当感叹悲哀的时候总是会有让我能感觉的幸运的事情跑出来。。。老天爷是真的很关心我。。。
我会用半年的时间找到自己以后的方向。。。让自己不再迷茫。。。
我不愿意离开这些人,不愿意离开我所拥有的一切,行李可以打包寄回国,可是感情却没有办法打包带走。。。
回来是必然的。。。。半年后希望出现在墨尔本机场的我已经更加成熟并且也得到这离开半年所要去寻找的成果。。。
在这睡不着的一刻,我只想大声的说:我好爱这一切。。。我不会离开。。。


                                                 

                                                                                                       Doris Yanzi Ji 纪彦孜
June 23

Rain and 'Speed Racer'......

I went to watch ‘Speed Racer’ tonight, straight after ‘Happening’not gonna comment much on ‘Happening’, I'm not a fan of scary stuff at all, and that is scary categorized by me. That was under my ‘not watching’ movie list, but coz one of a really good friend wants to see it, I was talked into it, and apparently she didn't know it's gonna be like that either. That just made me another rule of my life; never listen to people about changing my ‘not watching’ list ever again.

 

Anyways, back to the topic about Rain in Speed Racer, he really did us proud, and very impressive English Speaking skills... No doubt about his acting... I have to say he is dame good… and I do see a bright future for him on the red carpet up in that little mountain of LA.

I was looking forward to seeing this movie since early this year, and I really loved it, not only because Rain is in it but also I guess because it is about Racings and cars, two of my favorites on TV, how can I not love it... and I am seriously thinking about suggesting it to everyone, it's fun, excited and the animation is cool...

 

I love movies, especially good stories, but I guess this time for me it is more Rain than the movie, but maybe that’s just another marketing strategy from the film makers, and I have to say they are smart; coz Rain is big in the whole Asian region, and put him in the movie further opens up the whole Asian market. Even the story idea I suppose was initiated by Japanese but for this movie to have a better sale in Asia, having him on board is the catalyst.

 

I was too excited to have any words when I saw him the first scene and I have to admit I was thinking about taking one of the cinema poster poles home. To watch him stepping on the big red carpet, I am really excited and happy for him. I told him on his web page he is going to be successful, I’m not sure if he checks his page, but he will get to taste the little golden warped chocolate men sooner or later, and I will be here watching him. He is the first celebrity I cared so much, and I think this will seriously last for quite a while.

 

I knew his existence as a celebrity since 2002 or 3, and I can tell how big he is by the change of voice whenever I say his name in front of girls, but it didn’t hit me until this year, when I saw his concert DVD earlier this year it seems suddenly clicked and all of a sudden I understand why those girls are dying for him and I joint them as one of the ‘mad people’ in my dad’s dictionary. I even said to my friend, I wouldn’t mind turning you and half of the Asian population into my rival in love, it was a joke, but now I guess I have to seriously consider about raising that number again since he tapped Hollywood. Damn it!!! It is a bit too much of rivalry if it goes up to half of the world population isn’t it, how am I gonna survive from that. Lolz…It’s been nearly 5 months since I first fall for him, I am a late starter out of all his fans, and I am a very later starter of following celebrities as well. But he got my eyes. This is the first blog I have ever written in my life about the happiness of being his fan and getting rewarded by his fabulous job. And I am thinking about posting it up on all my WebPages.

 

God! I guess I need serious help, even to write this up is not me already, and it is 4am in the morning I’m still damn excited about it…

 

Excuse me if there’s any linguistic mistakes, I’m too excited to work my brain at the moment.

 

 

 

                                                                                                Doris Yanzi Ji